^ㅅ^

"my boyfriend must a guy who will pat my head gently"

and i hope it will be you ^^

coz life is never flat

kenapa gue pake judul yang kesannya korban iklan gini?

karena hari ini gue menyadari bahwa hidup gue selalu dihiasi hal-hal dari yang menyenangkan, menggalaukan, menyedihkan, sampai memalukan

hari ini aja gue mengalami 3 hal yang menurut gue cukup memalukan.....

n__n

"kemarin aku nulis nama kamu di tembok, besoknya dihapus sama orang...

aku nulis nama kamu di awan, tahu-tahu dihapus sama angin...

aku nulis nama kamu di pasir, langung dihapus sama ombak...

tapi ketika aku nulis nama kamu dihatiku, ngak akan ada yang bisa ngapus"

 -gombalan by dewa gombal (kak Diaz) -

Cerita Carita

berhubung berangkat dari rumah jam 5, nyampe disana kira2 jam 9 kurang

masih belum begitu rame n__n

picture of the day ~ ♥

I accidentally found this picture while looking for any anime image.. LOL

what do you think? doesn't it resemble anything? >__<

Penantian n_n

hari ini sekitar jam 10.40-an, penantian gue dari tanggal 12 september akhirnya dikabulkan

dari kursi kansas warna oren nomor 6, gue akhirnya melihat sosok yang sudah lama gue nantikan

empat hal hari ini...

kalo berharap apa yang gue tulis akan oke banget, lo salah besar... lebih baik jangan lanjutkan membaca sebelum lo niat ngebunuh gue.....hahahaha

empat hal yang menarik perhatian gue hari ini :

another rainy day...

hari ini hujan kembali turun..

yang berbeda, hari ini aku tak bersamamu

bodoh, tapi aku merindukanmu...

i broke it my self :(

the first time i looked at him... "such a good-looking boy" it was my first impression on him.
as you see, it was not the first time i saw a handsome guy in my life.. i fed up with that popular things, especially their not-know-how-to-behave fans..

its a trauma for myself, when the fans of popular  guys started to talking bad about me, or when they started stalking my social networks... i even had to enter counselling room in my middle school because of my popular-good-looking neighbor's fan. ok, i wont write anything about that past -_-

maybe because of that i have something such like "pheromones deterrent".. something made good-looking guys look seems like usual guys..yeah i think it will work until i broke it my self... -__-

maybe the first time i broke it is when i thought that he resembles HIM very much. HIM refers to someone in my past, not my ex-BF not even my first love, but he is not nobody for me..
my first mistake, because of that i started paying more attention on him, such a fool.. i started to put an interest on him

day by day, we started to talk more and more, my bad i knew more about him -__-
and the stupidest thing i've made this week happened -__-
i wont say what he did to me, but it was enough to make me fly to heaven or dig my own grave to Tartarus -___-

everything will be continue~
the new chapter is still being written....